urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_lines_45 ed_lines_45 ed_lines_45 2006-05-26T02:32:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_lines_45:570 2006-05-26T02:32:23Z 2006-05-26T02:32:23Z 5-24<br /><br />I need to start caring about things.<br />I feel emotionally numb.<br />I’m grounded for ever, and I don’t care.<br />My parents are making me go to chemistry summer camp, and I don’t care.<br />My grades are slipping, and I don’t care. <br />There is one thing I do care about though, and that’s the show I’m missing this weekend.<br />My best friends band are playing there first real show and I have to mss it. <br /><br />I can’t stand my parents anymore. <br />I’m in math class right now. <br />Peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_lines_45:433 2006-05-15T00:22:33Z 2006-05-15T00:22:33Z feeling left out i had a pretty stressfull weekend, but it was also pretty fun<br />amandas sweet 16 was on friday night and that was amazing<br />but me and ricco and christina got lost as hell on the way home and i felt responsible for it.<br />i dont even know how the hell we ended up in monsey new york<br />but we eventually found our way back.<br />but i got home at about 12 and just crashed into bed. <br />i had to wake up at fucking 8 oclock for work which sucks. <br />were always totally understaffed on saturdays. today i working with<br />Marie- 80 year old women who doesnt know what the fuck is going on half the time<br />Heather- reaaaally cool girl shes like 19. shes been working at millers pharmacy for like 5 weeks and knows whats going on better than me.<br />idk im just retarded or something.<br />then when i got out of work i did some yardwork and then i was off to my school to set up for the show we were running that night.<br />Mr. Flynn, the guy who is the moderator for the shows that we run a my school, started freaking out cause the kids were throwing down to hard and one kid threw a chair.<br />my job was to throw out kids when they were being dickheads.<br />that sucked cusae most of the kids there were my friends.<br />i also noticed that night that alot of my friends hate each other. <br />im cool with basically everyone in the state of new jersey except for a select few midland park kids. <br />becuase of this im always caught in the middle of stupid bullshit<br />gaaay<br />today i visited my grandma is jersey city, then went out to dinner with my moms side of the family.<br />now im home being a lazy ass and not doing bio homework.<br />sweeeeet okay byeeee